Present
Up till I began this piece, I had yet to look at long spans of time. For much of my life time elapsed according to the public education system and its use of the Gregorian Calendar. A year divided into academic quarters, three of which I was required to sit inside a classroom. Summer always felt like a space out of time. Free to move and play all day, it was my favorite season, full of travel and guaranteed to be an adventure. Unaware of other possibilities or alternate ways of living, I followed the adamant recommendations and adhered to what one “should” do.
The Restoration of Konaniskasi, a research paper I began in the winter of 2009, was the inspiration that called me to set off, venture the path less traveled and pursue “My OWN Alternative Education”. This self-proclaimed titled transformed when I elected Gaia University as my guide and companion. Now a days I see time as art. It’s sense of being, a realm of infinite possibilities where paradigms shift and investments are based on their qualitative return. Amid magic, mystery and in the realm of quantum physics, I accept my place as Artisan. And strive to co-create that which is my Heart’s song.
Los Cinco Anos Pasado is spanish for the past five years. It is a glimpse of yesterday as seen through the lens of today. Before sailing into my intentions for the unknown, I value a moment to pause and turn around, to look at where I’ve been and briefly highlight that which lingers at the forefront of my memory. Why? Simply because the bliss then is now a longing.
Los Cinco Anos Proximos translates as the next five years. Inspired by an uncertain future and curious about my ability to accurately target my desires, set goals and ultimately hold myself accountable, I began drawing and writing. Immersed in a whim of creative exploration, this stands as an active experiment of yesterday and today.
A Student of Gaia is a poetic mantra. Carefully written in present active voice it is similar to an affirmation, only much longer. Its origin dates back to Output 1B, where it originally appeared in the Eco-Social chapter. In times of change and uncertainty, I have each day, each moment arising and passing. As the world moves inside and out with the fluidity of osmosis, each instant is my opportunity to conspire reality.
Los Cinco Años Pasado
This calendar of reflection uses acronyms and tags to display thoughts as nuggets, pieces of condensed information or bits that I carry along the journey towards tomorrow. Though much of this exercise was for my own process, a chance to feel what is relevant and alive, it too is useful to share. It is a common reference point to the question why. Why do I want to learn this, what is propelling me forward?
- Made in Mexico City, October 20, 2010.
Notice that each block filled or outlined in color, corresponds to that season’s color. My reason for doing so was to see if a pattern emerged, whether there exist consistency or rhythm to the memories of my past. A block of color symbolize an event, a period defined by a clear beginning and end. Whereas a colored outline represents an experience or idea which is open-ended and needs attention.
Los Cinco Años Proximos.
South Bend, WA. - October 3, 2010
Today’s Aspiration
In times of change and uncertainty, I have each day, every moment. As the world moves inside and out with the fluidity of osmosis, each instant is my opportunity to conspire reality.
A Student of Gaia
I Speak many Languages
Express with Eloquence
Always Open
with Honesty to myself and others
I Give my Gift
The Art of my Loving Attention
I appreciate a Free-lance Schedule,
easy access to Nature with all its Weird & Wild
The agility of self sufficiency
and the strength of community
I change pace with a deep breath
Relax to Observe & Consciously interact
a Friend to All Species
a Woman of Power
With a quite practiced mind
I Clear & Cleanse myself as a Vessel
A conductor for information to pass through
I see Abundance
Implore Creativity
and plant Seeds to cultivate a Regenerate culture
I Reach for inner vision & understand simplicity.
Feed from my roots & walk as guardian of the earth.
I find equilibrium and rhythm
as I Dance harmoniously within life’s cycles
An authentic ceremony
A lively Celebration
A Pause to acknowledge Gratitude
I reflect with awareness
Learn though experience, immersion, inquiry and repetition
a student of Gaia
a disciple unto herself
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